Stop dreaming

The dream of being an architect is probably not the money, but be able to witness your work being built. It is amazing to see how much one can do with their bare hands by just drawing lines. That's why I am still here, hoping that one day it will be my turn to see my lines becoming walls. But of course, things rarely work the way you want to be. When you thought things were going smoothly, there it comes a hurdle. My boss is right about the fact that we always got jobs from hell, because they really are. It's always trying to do something that is almost impossible. You often see houses doing expansion and remodel. But doing remodels in hospital is like touching someone's grave (excuse my language). And we got this lovely gracious plan check agency that bans all of our ideas and make us suffer. I really have no confidence if this one will shine through. Now that my whole dream turns upside down, I just want to get this over with and move on.