Reaching the intersection

Today is definitely the day of relief. The best day of my entire two months. Today is the end of all painful wait I have had. When I received the news, I felt lighten up again, with no more burden in my mind. Today could have been a day that determines the rest of my life. I am not exaggerating. If you were in my case, you would understand.

In the beginning of April, I was told that my work Visa has been thrown into a 50-50 chance lottery system, due to the amount of application, which doubles the quota amount. Ever since then, my future has put into a pause, not knowing what's next and what to expect. What's the chances of staying in US for long? I felt hesitate to plan for anything that is farther than 3 months. Instead, my mind linger on and on for back-up plans, to prepare for the worse. It continues on at night, which it turned into numerous dreams, about five per night, dreaming about anything and everything, anyone and everyone. It has really tired me out and I hope this brings an end to it.

This morning I received an e-mail from my attorney, telling me that she has received the APPROVAL NOTICE from immigration for my work Visa. My whole body felt lighter right at that moment. Phew~~ What a gamble and I am glad that I won! With my pass letter to the oral license exam, I truly deserve a celebration.